Hey guys..
---
It's been a year since Shivani took herself from the world. I really miss her but I know she'd want us to move on. I'm not writing this because I'm "seeking attention", I just think that something should be said since most people have forgotten after the trending hashtag.
My post about this can be found here: http://ajsunshineblog.blogspot.com/2015/08/i-lost-my-friend-to-bullying.html
I'm a little better now but I'll never be "over it".
-Fang
Wow. I can't imagine how that feels like. I would hate to lose my best friend. I am really sorry. I truly am. :(
ReplyDelete#ripshivani
This is heartbreaking. I'm truly sorry, I know how hard it is to lose someone.
ReplyDeleteI could never imagine how you must feel, I feel so sorry that you had to go through losing your friend.
ReplyDeleteSending internet hugs.
-AJKraft
#ripshivani
ReplyDeleteI will never know how this feels, but one thing I know is that shes in Paradise now. We miss you, Shivani.
Ok, not gonna lie, but it took me a while for me to put into words what I want to type. So, uh, here goes nothing.
ReplyDeleteJust as I've been looking at this post a lot thinking of what to comment, I've been looking at that post too a lot. I don't think I ever commented on there since I never found words I wanted to say. So anyway. I can't help but feel that you've been a positive impact on my life. Strange enough, yeah. Like, even though it's been a long time, I'm honored at how you still can be so positive and full of sunshine (haha pun). I can't relate to the burden of knowing a direct friend of mine, uh.. die in that way, so I feel like you're a strong person to overcome these feelings somewhat. Well, this is worded badly.. oops. I just feel like I'm fake or something if I comment on posts that relate to this topic. Because words can only go so far. Well, rest in peace, Shivani. I guess I could say. Ok so, um, weird as this is, whenever I read a positive comment you put on my blog, I get reminded of all this terrible things that have happened in your life. It's like you're indirectly giving me hope? I don't know. So, uh, thank you..? Gosh, I'm making this about me.
I've been tired nearly all day every day, and I'm not in the best mood as of late. This comment is a mess. Sorry for rambling.
~ cutepups
You definitely aren't fake cutepups. This means a lot to me, thank you. You deserve so much and I feel like you sometimes let yourself get weighed down with a lot of things. Take care of yourself, please. You're a great person and if people can't see that then it's their loss.
DeleteI'll always be here for you. <3
Hmm.. ah, alright. Anytime, Fang. <3 Thank you, too.
Delete