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Hi, I just want to let you know I'm taking a break from Animal Jam for a while. It's gotten boring. Well, see you soon. I'll probably come back in a a month or two, maybe sooner. :) (By the way, it was my birthday yesterday.)
ReplyDeleteAwh, that's too bad! I wanted to talk with you more on AJ.
DeleteSee you soon Cow! Taking a break can be nice every now and then.
Happy belated birthday, by the way!
-Fang
Thanks. Did you hear about the Brussels attack? Hopefully nobody you knew was in Belgium during that.
DeleteI did! That was terrible.
DeleteI've been feeling useless lately. I've been slacking off in everything. I think I'm a failure. Do you think I should get tested for depression? Sometimes I wonder what my friends would do if I died, but I would never in all my life willingly commit suicide. Suicide's a horrible thing. I've just been feeling down, basically. And then my mom asks me whats the matter, I say I'm fine, it hurts me to lie to her, and then I end up even more sad. It just won't stop. I feel like nobody cares for me. My teachers always getting me for no reason. My friends have never seen me mad or sad. Literally, I'm always joking with them when I'm sad, because I don't want them to be as miserable as I. I need help. My AJ account is banned. I never see my dad anymore (divorce) and I'm failing my courses. My mom's thinking of taking me out of AP, ad if she does I won't have ANY friends because everyone out of AP classes hate my class (it's weird). My life's headed for a brick wall, and I just need some help. I'm supposed to be doing homework, but I'm sitting here near tears listening to Irish music instead. Please help me Fang.
DeleteMoooooooooooooooooo. I like milk.
XD Moo should be my thing (Cowlan, cows go moo?) Surprised I was viewing this blog when a comment was posted..
DeleteTo the dear Sunbeam who commented above me ^,
DeleteYou are most certainly NOT a failure! Everyone was perfectly made for this planet and nobody was a mistake, even though at times it feels like it. Everybody goes through these times- let's face it. For some people, these times could last days or maybe hours. For others, they could last weeks, months, or even years. I would also like to clarify that I don't like when people lie and say "I've had the same problems as you", because honestly nobody has the same problems as you. Everyone is dealing with something different. Someone's small problem may be a big deal to someone else; it's all a matter of how you handle situations. I don't know if this makes any sense, but the point is that I will not lie and say I understand entirely. I don't. But I do know where you are coming from, since I have dealt with severe depression in my past. Let me tell you first hand that it does get better <3. If your friends don't care about you being gone, then what sort of friends are they? I'm not here to choose your friends for you, but I know real ones when I see them. I think telling someone is a start- someone you are comfortable sharing your feelings with. Family, friends, whoever. Just someone you trust. It feels a lot better when you aren't bottling your feelings up inside, let me tell you that. If it doesn't feel right to share- then perhaps you aren't sharing with the right person. I suggest you make a new Animal Jam account and come visit me sometime, because I care about you ^^. I've had over 13 accounts permanently banned from Animal Jam for reasons I cannot explain, if that makes you feel a bit better. They said it was a "safety issue" for others, pfft. AJHQ is lame sometimes. Stay in AP if it makes you happy. If it doesn't make you happy, then who's forcing you to stay? Leave. Do it for yourself. It'll feel a whole lot better if that's what you want to do, regardless of what people say/think. You'll be so happy that you made a decision for yourself that you won't pay any mind to others' opinions of you. You say your life is heading for a brick wall? Turn it around and show others who's boss.
Remember one of my favorite quotes;
"Everything will be okay in the end.
If it's not okay,
it's not the end."
Thanks. :)
DeleteI really dunno, maybe a big 300 subscribers giveaway?
ReplyDeleteHmm, I'll think about it! I recently did a giveaway though, so it might be too soon to host another.
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